This Is How It Goes Down

She wasn’t very used to kissing, she never had been. In her first marriage she had exchanged chaste kisses with her husband, but her other two she had never kissed on the lips, so needless to say she did not have much practice at all. She was very aware of this as she kissed Freya, for Evelyn liked to excel in everything she did and knew that this she probably would not, but like hell she wouldn’t try. Another thing she wasn’t used too…French kissing. Hell it wasn’t even the fact she wasn’t used to it, she had never done it before. She pulled her head back slightly when she felt her tongue, though the motion wasn’t strong enough to actually break the kiss, it just startled her at first until she remembered that with normal people French kissing wasn’t odd.

Her hands gripped at her back and tentatively used her tongue in return. At first she felt like a stupid virgin that had no idea what in the world she was doing and that frustrated her, but she was a quick learner and soon felt far more comfortable with the kissing, even with tongue involved. Her eyes were closed as their mouths moved together and she moaned softly, the tenderness of the kiss wonderful but suddenly she was just wanting more.

Freya’s caress helped relax her from the uncertainty and slight hint of frustration she had over the foreign kissing, as least that meant she wasn’t disgusting the other. It was so strange, she thought briefly, to be thinking this way. She had thought her past was well put behind her, along with the person she used to be as a human. But it seemed it had not been forgotten after all, for pieces of the woman she once was kept rearing its ugly head. Since being a Vampire she never gave a damn about making others happy, with the school it was a bit different but she always told other’s she did not exist to please them. Yet now that’s all she was worrying about, if she was pleasing to Freya. She tried so hard to ignore those feelings but it was ingrained in her mind, old ways she had been taught that she thought were disgusting but could not shake.

She could hear Freya’s heart pounding in her head and she welcomed it, for it helped chase away the thoughts in her head and keep her focused on what was happening now….something she was thinking shouldn’t be happening but she couldn’t seem to stop like she knew she should. She shivered to feel Freya’s warm hand against her skin, it made another low sound come from her throat. So far being with a woman was not bad…a little, different yes but not bad, just…very different. When she sensed her hesitation she did as well, because she wasn’t sure what would happen next and how far things were going to go if she gave her permission to continue from here but she simply broke the kiss from a moment to gaze at her before nodding and then pressing her lips back against hers.

Evelyn didn’t even understand what she was doing. What was she doing? She couldn’t be doing this. She had agreed to dance with Freya to settle the woman’s worries about her stress level, this was not supposed to be happening. Not in her office, not with a woman, not after she had brought up the damned conversation in the first place that they needed to stay as friends. Evelyn had never, ever had any interest in sex in all these years. No desires or urges or thoughts about it and yet right now she physically could not get herself to stop. What in the world was wrong with her? Besides her temper at times, she had superior self-control, so why couldn’t she seem to stop this? She urged it on however just fine. She had work to do that was very important and an image to maintain…but even as she thought it, didn’t seem to make a difference to the rest of her body.

If Evelyn’s heart beat it probably would have been, but instead all she heard was Freya’s. As she began to unbutton her shirt the reality really hit her. Dear lord, she was making out with a woman in her office that anyone had access too. Was she out of her damned mind?! She couldn’t be doing this! This was insane, she had to get some freaking self-control and stop behaving like some-her internal rant at herself stopped dead when Freya’s hands returned to her cool skin and she instantly lost focus on what she had been thinking. That couldn’t be good, she couldn’t just go blank just because someone was touching her but it was a reaction that like everything else, couldn’t be helped apparently. She moved her arms down so Freya could slip her shirt off and then placed them at Freya’s sides.

A part of Evelyn wanted to take over the situation, like she was used to taking over every situation…but even if she did, she would have no idea how too. Freya obviously knew what she was doing and that made Evelyn feel a mixture of many things, majorly feeling a bit powerless but then again it wasn’t a bad feeling, it was rather good. Her fingertips against her skin made her relax, it kept her mind from racing too much and allowing too many thought processes, all she had to do was focus on the feeling of her hands and…oh, there came the tension again. She gasped outwardly when Freya removed her bra and Evelyn felt shivers go haywire all over her body, pausing in the kiss to glance down slightly then back to Freya and though she tried very hard to hide it it showed in her eyes…she was feeling incredibly shy standing there topless.

This was all new to her. In the past with her husband’s when they wanted to bed her they asked, she laid down on the bed, he did what he did…done and over. The kissing and touching and seduction was completely alien to her, she didn’t know what she was supposed to do, if she was supposed to do anything. She kept her hands at Freya’s side’s as she touched her breast, then pressed her cheek against Freya’s, closing her eyes and slowly relaxing once again as she restarted her mind and allowed herself to enjoy what Freya was doing. She lowered her mouth and began kissing Freya's neck, brushing her mouth up and down her neck.

Relax…right, that wasn’t her forte. She didn’t like being shy, she had never been shy but right now she felt it and although she hated the feeling there was nothing she could do about it. She gazed at her when she told her it was alright and she knew it would be just…would take some adjusting. She hadn’t ever been touched like this and knew she should be doing more than standing there. She even laughed a little at herself, at her embarrassment and inability to perform back as Freya did. She supposed people were correct when they called her as stiff as a board, because that was exactly what she was at that moment. She was able to snap out of herself a bit to give some affection in return, to kiss along Freya’s neck, finding it comforting.

She leaned back and looked confused at her request, but she slipped her arms around her neck and her eyes widened when she picked her up and set her on the desk. Evelyn was a bit…anal, about her desk. She had everything perfectly placed and organized, she usually ripped people’s faces off if they moved anything on it, even a paperclip. So she had a moment of pause when she told her to lay back, the OCD Dean in her ready to tell her hell no, they were not going to mess up her pristine desk space. But just as she was going to argue something told her to keep her mouth shut. She was already crossing a line, quite frankly may lines as it was…was messing up her desk really the worse thing she could do right now? No. She put her hands back to support herself for a moment then slid them back, letting her hands push away any objects away before her back laid down firmly on her desk, moaning softly at the feel of Freya’s lips back against her skin.

Papers, pens, folders and other little once perfectly placed objects fluttered and fell to the floor, some not making a sound while others crashed and rolled across the carpet. Later she would stare at the mess and want to stab herself in the eye to have to fix all of it but for now she couldn’t seem to care about the mess she had made of her own things. Her skin flared warmth wherever Freya’s lips touched and it was the first time her own skin had felt real warmth as a Vampire. Her eyes closed and she moaned again, louder than before. When her skirt began to be pulled off she opened her eyes to watch Freya, her legs shifting as she felt the fabric move against her skin then bent her legs some as it was fully removed. Only one last piece of clothing graced her body and she knew once it was gone, that was it, no more turning back. Did she want to turn back? Could she even think clearly enough at the moment to truly know?

Evelyn was enjoying herself, very much so. With Freya’s lips and hands working on her skin it came to a point Evelyn could no longer be tense even if she wanted to, her body was melting under the caresses of Freya. A mixture of a sigh and a purr left from her parted lips and she shifted, her arms sliding against the desk more and knocking more objects down to the floor. When Freya’s hand slipped underneath the fabric of her underwear she jolt some and gasped, her legs shifting. It had been a very, very, very, very long time since she had been touched there…it was startling at first, made her body lock up but as Freya’s hands started to move she slowly began to loosen up once more “O-oh…oh” She stammered under her breath, her eyes closing once more as her hips shifted, the feelings of pleasure beginning to work their magic on her.

The playful bites surprised her as well and made her skin twitch where she felt her teeth. As a Vampire it was strange to feel another biting you instead of you doing the biting, but it was also very arousing at the same time. It was a good thing her body was no longer human, or it probably would have been exhausted already from tensing and relaxing over and over again. It seemed so far that when Freya did something Evelyn had never experienced she would just begin to relax into it only for Freya to move on to something even more out of the box and apparently that pattern was not to end anytime soon. Evelyn did like being prepared, she liked to know what she was getting herself into, but when it came to this everything was so brand new it would have been useless to be warned of even one or two things. This was not what she knew sex to be…sex was quick and boring, this was…sending so many pleasurable feelings through her she felt it couldn’t possibly be anything closely related to the sex she knew.

She wasn’t naïve, she knew about certain sexual thrills, but even knowing about them never prepared you. She was oblivious as Freya kissed down her leg to her inner thigh, just allowing herself to enjoy the sensation of her lips against such sensitive skin. As soon as Freya’s tongue touched between her legs she let out a very loud and surprised shock, her eyes widening. Oh wow ok that…oh wow…ok…that…oh wow. The feeling was so alien, so strange, her legs shifted and she made a sound she had never heard herself make before, but it certainly wasn’t a bad sound. If it wasn’t obvious by her reaction, yes, she had never had this happen to her before. She hadn’t even thought about it, but then again why would she? It took a little longer for her to get used to it, but soon her legs stopped shifting and her body went back to being relaxed. Her back arched some and she moaned, pleasure building that she hadn’t felt before.

Her moans increased, her nails dragging against the desk, her back arching more. There was suddenly a knock on her door and Evelyn gasped, looking at it then down to Freya, trying to be panicked someone was going tow all in but she was far too distracted “Dean Varrow, is everything alright?” Her secretaries voice came from the other side of the door. Evelyn bit the inside of her lip trying to gain some control “E-everything…is..is alright” She gasped out the words, her voice higher pitched and a bit faint. There was a pause before her secretary spoke again “…are you sure?” It was obvious she was not convinced and Evelyn pursed her lips, trying to muffle the sound that she could not control. She swallowed back a moan and nodded to herself “Yes. It’s, its fine…just go..g-go…ohhh!”

She was glad it was her secretary…she would have preferred no one to have heard anything but at least her secretary would be respectful and not come inside her office without permission but that didn’t make her any less horrified that she was knocking and was literally right outside the door while this was transpiring between her and Freya. Oops was an understatement. She thought it was over now, that they would have to stop, for even though her secretary wouldn’t come in she knew the woman would not be convinced by Evelyn’s answer, panic, and go tell Nowe or Claire something was up and she would very much prefer to be dressed and put perfectly back together again if they were going to barge in. However when she spoke about privacy she looked curious, glancing down as their hands laced together then back to her. For a moment she had forgotten that Freya could teleport, who could blame her with so much going on in her head.

She quickly looked back when she felt the softness of her bed behind her then glanced around to see they were now in her room. Inside she groaned, cause now she would have to explain to her guard’s why and how she had disappeared from her office but, she’d get to that when it came. She smiled at her and chuckled a bit…she was pretty sure it was the first time someone actually wanted her to be loud. She shifted on the bed to get more comfortable on it, bending her legs and arching when Freya continued. She moaned and this time it was unrestricted, her back arching again and she slid a hand down her body to sink into Freya’s hair. As the pleasurable pressure continued to build her legs started to trembled and she closed her eyes tightly, the moans coming faster and faster until..

The pleasure hit her head and her back arched even higher, a loud, high pitched moan breaking away from her lips and her eyes rolled back as the feeling shot through her body. She gasped a few times in succession before biting the inside of her lip. She had never felt such pleasure in her entire life. “Oh…God” She groaned, her body going limp automatically once the feeling slowly subsided. She opened her eyes and stared at the ceiling “I’ve never…never…that” She muttered under her breath.

If Evelyn had had a heartbeat it would have been hammering out of her chest, but even without the ever thrumming organ making the rest of her body work, she still found herself taking in a few deep breaths in and out to try and calm her mind and body from the experience she had just gone through. She kept her eyes closed to enjoy the slowly fading pleasure, soon stopping the in and outtakes of breath as her body calmed. She turned her head and opened her eyes as Freya laid beside her, shifting more towards her and found herself chuckling “I cannot believe I…” She shook her head against the bed and sank a hand into her hair briefly. Had she really just allowed that to happen? How could she allow that to happen? In her office no less…what had gotten into her?

She gazed at her for a few moments, her mind flip flopping back and forth about what had just transpired, before she touched her face and kissed her. “I enjoyed it….even though it was extremely reckless to do that in my office” She gave her a look, though Evelyn hadn’t been any better, she had let Freya do it. She turned on her side so she faced her completely “I still have much work to do and I’m sure my disappearing is known about by now. Staying any longer wouldn’t be good” No, she shouldn’t have even allowed this to begin with, it was opening a whole Pandora’s box that should have never been opened. But even as she thought these things she found herself getting closer to Freya, kissing her. She was naked and Freya was clothed…she didn’t know why, but she suddenly just wanted the bare skin contact between them, even if only for a little while.